What Do I Do?
[video description]
Woods is a White transmasc person with a buzzcut and a gray beanie sitting crosslegged on a light mahogany-ish hardwood floor. Their back rests on white wainscot paneling. They are holding a lilac lined journal. There is a black Jansport backpack to the left of them. It is open with a shoebox-sized plastic bin filled with tarot decks - like the Citadel tarot deck - and mason jars filled with sea glass and pebbles peaking out. Lying face up on the floor in front of the backpack is the Seeds of Wisdom from the Divine Feminine Tarot Deck, underneath which Lecoq’s The Moving Body is sandwiched between a yellow journal and a white journal. To their right is an unopened black journal. They are wearing loose, black linen overalls and a black tank top with white stitching outlining the straps. Draped halfway down their arms is a black and white plaid button-up shirt. They are wearing Cruel Ruby colored lipstick.
WHAT DO I DO?
(GREY SWEATPANTS SEASON)
I actually don’t know what this is called…I guess, um…What do I do?
mirrors reflect
fractals diffract
lips to throat
and then
down my back
what do I do
when you’re
right in front
of me?
I look down
at my two
hands
and guess
it has something
to do with these
(Exhales.)
you are a masterpiece
not a blank canvas
I’ll follow your strokes
I’ll follow your grooves
nothing less
for a beauty
like you
nothing less
for a beauty
like you
(Laughs.)