[Trans][crip][t]: aquarius’ cottage

Our “yes, and” must be enthusiastic

Sacral (sexual, sensual, creative) clowning operates on a principle of “yes, and.”

These two audios, which you can find below, show that - even when creating, flowing, and freestyling with yourself - it can be within a structured flow that is enthusiastic.

This structure doesn’t prevent anything - in fact, it is the exact opposite - it allowed me to go on a little adventure, safely.

When we talk about abolition, people are afraid of ruining existing structures and often ask, “But what now?”

I divested from copaganda, a genre that largely deals with what I call “desecrated sex,” and resides within a collection of constructed universes in which, as a sick crip nonbinary trans* lesbian sex worker, I would not make it out alive*.

Aquarius’ Cottage moves beyond the restrictive binds of Pluto in Capricorn and finds a different kind of flow in Pluto in Aquarius - entering the actual cosmos, not the one constructed for us.

This is an example of “What Now?”

Imagining different realities

Before this audio, this is not something I allowed myself to imagine. I first had to create a safe space within myself to be able to imagine a different reality. And even before that, I had to connect to the part of myself that innately knew that a different reality was possible. I will talk about this more elsewhere, but this is the beginning of what happens when we start to seed our soil differently - in ways that allow us to actually get rooted.

*In many forthcoming audios, I discuss this topic in a way that decenters my experience and forefronts those most impacted by the disparately structured precarity of sex work, and stress the necessity of its legalization. I am committed to amplifying the work of those who have long been in this space moving forward as well.

I lay the groundwork for this conversation in, “Hi, I’m woods and I’m a copaganda addict,” which you can find on this blog.

Aquarius’ Cottage

Getting to know you, getting to know all about you - and me.

[audio erotic as energy and parts work] [candle gazing] [mechanics of masturbation in overalls?] [feeling safe] [beach] [lake/beach cottage] [getting to know someone] [Lake Winnipesaukee] [somewhere in New England] [a process piece] [connecting authentically with desire] [consent] [frequent self-check-ins] [sacral storytelling] [sacred sex] [sacral clowning]